YOU ARE NOT ALONE NAT(: YOU'll NEVER BE ALONE.NEVEREVEREVEREVERNEVEREVER(:

you'll never be alone,

cz i'll always be there when you feel alone,
cz i'll always try to be there for you,
and i'll appear out of the blue just for you,

cz your important to me,
your important to my soul,
because of you im ME,

so BLESS your beautiful soul,

and the galaxy loves you,
like i do,

and you should know that,
so don't tell me that you haven't notice that,

and you know that God always test us,

because God loves us,

and he is always in your dream,

in your heart,

when you scream,

and when it's hard,

and ever since the early dawn,

God never leaves your side,

and so you should know that your never alone,

cz God is always there by your side.

JUST A THOUGHT.and this my thought

when you make big mistakes,
that you aren't aware of,
you actually don't realise that your putting your life at stake,
just because of,

your minds a mess,
couldnt put it to rest,

everything is a test,

every moment is a race,
just couldnt find anything thats grace,to put in your life thats full of pace,

trying so hard to be the ace,
to be the shoe lace,

of a freaking converse shoes,

cz everything you do you dont want to lose,

and pride and ego is your power,

money and girls are your desire,
and to be the best,

you strive and solemnly swear to do your best,

and never gives up,
eventhough times up,
and eventhough you shed tears of blood,
you'll shed it till the last drop,
and eventhough theres huge floods,
you'll find a way to stay on top,
like flowers adapt with changes,
like bears adapt with new jungle rangers,

and dont be like a boar in the jungle,
or a girl/guy that likes to mingle,

and once a good person,

please remain to be that person,
once a villain,
please change to be a good civilian,

you only live once,
so dont make your loved ones,
cry or sad,

especially your mom and dad,

but who am i to say all this crap,
all i know is people judge me when i yap and yap,
and yeah i aint perfect,
neither will i be,
but your actions has its effects,

so i cant just let it be,
cz everything counts,
everything you do it mounts,
even lust,
even trust,
even just a small thought,

and eventhough its a good thought,
it'll change everything,
or anything,
that's related,
its like being infected,

by a deadly virus,
and good feelings become reversed,

clever people become imbeciles,
and swearing is just an everyday syllable,

and im totally stuck in the middle,
between hatred and love,
cz you know how to swindle,
everything including white doves,

and those innocent soul,
become vain in your appearance,
and you treat them like dolls,
but its good cz you gave them a valuable experience,
an experience called pain,

that drives them insane,
but its good that you make them remember that their just a normal being,
a weak creature that GOD gave an expression called feelings,
and don't forget why were on earth,

cz when our mother gave birth,
to us,
our only purpose,
is to serve the ALMIGHTY,
not to challenge the ALMIGHTY,
and look at yourself,

what do you feel,
cz when i look at myself,
i feel,that i don't deserve any of God's luxury,
even setting my eyes to see the earth's scenery,
cz i know im a sinner,
but that doesn't make me a non-believer.

to adillah 23.11 and to lii 25.11 (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!,
we should really go out someday,
just you and me,
sipping tea,
and nothing else but the beautiful,
blue sky,
and the sea that never goes dry,
and before i become history,
only remembered by people's memory,
i want this wish to be fully,
planted in YOUR memory,
so when you grow older,
you will still remember,
that this chinese looking guy,
is a good guy,
that once wished you beautifully,
on your birthday,
and he made it specially,
for someone he really cares,
so that you will carve his name in your heart,
and so it will be hard,
for you to forget him,
so be grateful to god and him,
cz he will always try to be there for you,
especially when you need someone to talk to,
and thanks for everything,
you are truly a wonderful being.

so have a nice day.hope your wish come true.LOVE YOU
-Lan-(:

hafiz reply 2(i didnt edit or mess with it)

here come the ginger bread,
smack my face with your linger 'eulogy',
i guess it's not a medlan threat,
freak me with your idiot logic,
dark doesn't mean sucks,
coz it has nothing to do with you,
ask the god if you think that your a good fucking muck,
so there's no sorry anymore for you,
i never care bout how i look than u were,
i hope someday you'll get amerce,
so i'll pass you with my evil smile with the way you are,
then you'll repeat bout that sun-glass on my face,
so this how the thing goes,
your late with what happened in E's car earlier,
coz that funny khad said that the sun-glass fits on me with my nose,
but funny you joking around with your stupid carler,
so i guess i should get rid of you and evacuate,
with your energetic self-concern with no axiom,
truly disappoint me with the way you are as my mate,
wait,
i hope you'll get a little bit values of my idiom. . . .

drop dead time machine

u can change the past,
build a time machine then fix your past,
and make every moment last,
every time it pass,
so stop whining,
and start doing something,
cz your a genius,
words in your brain are vicious,
can attack anyone anytime,
and some,
are offended by my rhyme,
so to you that are offended don't waste your time,
here,
cz your not welcome here,
and for your information,
for your puny little brain that knows no talent,
i didn't cross the line,
so no need being all worked up for nothing,
and this blog is mine,
so i have all the right to express my feeling,
cz im just another normal being,
that have feelings,
just like you,
but better than you,
maybe on the outside,
but inside,
definitely,
including every thing that's tiny,
every thing that's puny,
and invisible to the naked eye,
cz my,
soul,
was mold,
was blessed,
was cleansed,
from above,
cz i am loved,
by everyone,
and their mind,
and anyone,
that stumble upon this blog of mine.